《From Misery to Enlightenment.doc》由会员分享，可在线阅读，更多相关《From Misery to Enlightenment.doc（503页珍藏版）》请在三一办公上搜索。
1、From Misery to EnlightenmentAnswers to the Seekers on the PathTalks given from 29/01/85 pm to 27/02/85 pmEnglish Discourse series30 ChaptersYear published: 1985Originally published as The Rajneesh Bible Volume 4. Title changed 1991.From Misery to EnlightenmentChapter #1Chapter title: Your birthright
2、: to take flight29 January 1985 pm in Lao Tzu GroveArchive code: 8501295ShortTitle: MISERY01Audio: YesVideo: YesLength: 155 minsQuestion 1OSHO,SEEING AND HEARING YOU SPEAK, ONE THING CONTINUES TO STRIKE ME: FROM YOUR EARLIEST CHILDHOOD, UP UNTIL THE LATEST SPLIT SECOND, YOU HAVE ALWAYS HAD SO MUCH S
3、ELF-RESPECT AND SO MUCH SELF-DELIGHT. ARE WE ALL CAPABLE OF SO MUCH?MAN is not aware of what he is capable unless he comes to realize it.It is just like a small young bird. The bird, sitting in the shelter the mother and the father have made, watches them fly, can see the delight of their flight. He
4、 himself would also like to fly in the same way, be on the wing in the infinite sky, under the sun. Seeing them going higher, moving with the winds, a great urge arises in him also. But he is not aware that he is capable of the same flight, the same delight, the same dance. He is not even aware that
5、 he has wings.It takes a little time for the mother and the father to persuade him. And they have a certain methodology to persuade him. The mother may sit just a little higher on another branch and give a call to the child. The child tries to fly but is afraid he may fall. But the mother goes on ca
6、lling him; that gives him confidence. Sometimes it is needed for the father to actually push him out of the shelter. There is fear, he is nervous, but one thing is certain: for the first time he knows he has wings.He flutters his wings. He does not know how to fly, but the mother is not far away; he
7、 manages to reach her - the miracle has happened. Now the mothers call will be coming from a second tree, and then the call will be coming from a far-off forest. But once he knows that he has wings, then distances dont matter. Slowly there is no need for the mother to call or the father to push him.
8、One day comes when he simply says goodbye to his father and mother and flies and never comes back. He has become an individual on his own.Whatever you see in me, feel in me, is there in you, but only as a potential.Nobody has called you from a distance and given you the confidence that you have wing
9、s. Nobody has pushed you and of course in the beginning it will look as if he is your enemy, pushing you to your death: you will fall! But unless you are pushed, and you see that by fluttering your wings you remain in the air and you dont fall. Then a great potential has become actual: the first vis
10、ion of your own flying. Now it is no longer a dream, you can realize it.This is the problem - that man is not as alert as the birds are, that the child has to be made aware of his potentiality.Mans misfortune is this - that the father is not interested in the childs potentiality. He is interested in
11、 his own investment. He would like the child to be part of his business, of his religion, of his politics, of his ideology. The mother is not interested in the childs development because thats an unknown factor. It is not as simple as a birds; man is a complex being, multi dimensional. The child is
12、capable of becoming so many things, but the mother has her own investment - she would like the child to become someone in particular. IMans parents, because of their own investment - business, politics, religion, philosophy - are less interested in the potential of the child. They are more intereste
13、d in how to mold the child so that he fits in their world, becomes respectable in their world, is not an outcast, is not a misfit.All this arises out of good intentions, but the result is not good. It is almost slaughtering the child, destroying, killing him. Most of his potential will always remain
14、 only potential. He will never be even aware what treasures he has brought with his life. He wi!l die, and those treasures will remain unopened.He lived his whole life according to somebody elses dictates: he lived a borrowed life. He smiled because it was expected; he paid respect to people because
15、 that was what he was taught. He went to the church, to the synagogue, to the temple because his parents were going there, everybody else was going there. This was the thing to do, this was the in thing.With me something went wrong from the very beginning.The reason was that for seven years I was no
16、t with my parents, I lived with my maternal grandfather and grandmother. Those two old persons had no investment - they simply loved me. They knew perfectly well that sooner or later I would be gone, I was only a guest. You dont start investing in a guest - tomorrow morning he will be gone. They act
17、ed out of a space which parents cannot. Thats where things went wrong with me.They allowed me total freedom to be myself because they had no desire to mold me. In fact, they wanted me to go back to my parents, so whatsoever my parents wanted me to become I would be available. My maternal grandfather
18、 actually said to me many times, Our whole effort is to return you to your parents the same clean slate as they gave us. We dont want to write anything on you. Who knows? - it may be against your parents wishes. You belong to them, to us you are a guest: all that we can do is give you freedom, our l
19、ove, space to grow.But the first seven years are the most important in life; never again will you have that much opportunity. Those seven years decide your seventy years, all the foundation stones are laid in those seven years. So by a strange coincidence I was saved from my parents - and by the tim
20、e I reached them, I was almost on my own, I was already flying. I knew I had wings. I knew that I didnt need anybodys help to make me fly. I knew that the whole sky is mine.I never asked for their guidance, and if any guidance was given to me I always retorted, This is insulting. Do you think I cann
21、ot manage it myself? I do understand that there is no bad intention in giving guidance - for that I am thankful - but you do not understand one thing, that I am capable of doing it on my own. Just give me a chance to prove my mettle. Dont interfere.In those seven years I became really a strong indiv
22、idualist: hard-core. Now it was impossible to put any trip on me.I used to pass through my fathers shop, because the shop was in front - at the back was the house where the family lived. Thats how it happens in India: house and shop are together so it is easily manageable. I used to pass through my
23、fathers shop with closed eyes.He asked me, This is strange. Whenever you pass through the shop into the house, or from the house - it was just a twelve foot space to pass - you always keep your eyes closed. What ritual are you practising?I said, I am simply practicing so that this shop does not dest
24、roy me as it has destroyed you. I dont want to see it at all; I am absolutely uninterested, totally uninterested. And it was one of the most beautiful cloth shops in that city - the best materials were available there - but I never looked to the side, I simply closed my eyes and passed by.IHe said,
25、But in opening your eyes there is no harm.I said, One never knows - one can be distracted. I dont want to be distracted by anything.Naturally, he wanted me - I was his eldest son - he wanted me to help him. He wanted me, after my education, to come and take charge of the shop. The shop he had manage
26、d well; it had become a big place, slowly, slowly. He said, Of course, who else is going to look after it? I will be getting old; do you want me continually to be here?I said, No, I dont, but you can retire. You have your younger brothers who are interested in the shop, in fact too interested - even
27、 afraid that you may give the shop to me. I have told them,Dont be afraid of me; I am no ones competitor. Give this shop to your younger brothers.But in India the tradition is that the eldest son inherits everything. My father was the eldest son of his father; he inherited everything. All that he ha
28、d now was for me to take care of Naturally he was worried. but there was no way. He tried in every possible way, somehow to get me interested.He would say to me, Even if you become a doctor you cannot earn as much in the whole month as I can earn in a day. If you become an engineer, what salary are
29、you going to get? If you become a professor - I can hire your professors, no problem. And you know there are so many thousands of graduates, post-graduates, Ph.D.s, unemployed.First he tried to persuade me not to go to the university because he was very much afraid that it would make me absolutely i
30、ndependent for six years - going far away. Then he would not even be able to keep an eye on me. He had already been regretting that for seven years he left me with my mothers parents.I told him, Dont be afraid. What has to happen has happened: I am really graduated. Those seven years. No university
31、is needed to corrupt me; I am corrupted completely - out of your hands. And these means of persuasion - salaries, respect, money - I dont give any value to them. And I am not going to become a doctor or an engineer, so dont be worried. In fact, I am going to remain a vagabond my whole life.He said,
32、That is even worse! It is better you be come an engineer or you become a doctor, but vagabond? - that is a new profession. You have got some mind to find such things. You want to become a vagabond! Even those who are vagabonds feel humiliated if you say,You are a vagabond, but you are telling your o
33、wn father that all your life you want to be just a vagabond.I said, That is what is going to be.Then he started saying, Then why do you want to go to the university?I said, I want to be an educated vagabond, not a vagabond out of weakness. I dont want to do anything in my life out of weakness: becau
34、se I could not be anything, thats why I am a vagabond - that is not my way. First I want to prove to the world that I can be anything that I want to be, Still I choose to be a vagabond - out of strength. Then there is respectability even if you are a vagabond, because respectability has nothing to d
35、o with your vocation, your profession; respectability has something to do with you are acting out of strength, clarity, intelligence.So be perfectly aware that I am not going to the university to be able to find some good job; I am not born to do such stupid things. And there are so many to do those
36、 things. But a very cultured, sophisticated, educated vagabond is very much needed because you dont see any around. There are vagabonds but they are just third-grade people, they are failures. I want first to be absolutely successful and then to kick all that success and just be a vagabond.He said,
37、I cannot understand your logic, but if you have decided to be a vagabond I know that there is no way to change you.Those seven years. he reminded me again and again, That was our basic fault. That was the time we could have managed to make you something of worth. But your Nana and your Nani, those t
38、wo old fellows destroyed you completely.And after my Nanas death, my Nani never went back to the village; she was so heartbroken. I have seen thousands of couples very intimately because I have been staying with so many families, wandering around India, but I could never find anybody who could be co
39、mpared with those two old people: they really loved each other.When my Nana died, my Nani - my maternal grandmother - wanted to die with him. It was a difficult task to prevent her. She wanted to sit on the funeral pyre with her husband. She said, My life is gone - now what is the point of being ali
40、ve? Everybody tried, and by that time. This is an ancient tradition in India called suttee.The word suttee means the woman who dies sits on the funeral pyre, alive, with her dead husband. The word suttee means truthfulness. Sut means truth, also being; suttee means who has a true being - whose being
41、 is of truthfulness. She has loved the person so deeply that she has become identified with his life; there is no point in her living. But after the British Raj the suttee tradition was declared illegal.To the Western eye it looked almost like committing suicide; literally it was so. And for almost
42、ninety-nine percent of women who became suttees it was nothing but suicide. But for one percent I cannot say it was suicide. For one percent, to live without the person whom they had loved totally and from whom they had never thought for a single moment to be separated, living was suicide.But law is
43、 blind and cannot make such fine distinctions. What Britishers saw was certainly ugly and had to be stopped. The one percent went on the funeral pyre of their own accord. But it became such a respectable thing that any woman who was not willing to do it. and it was really a very dangerous, torturous
44、 way of dying - just entering the funeral pyre alive!Ninety-nine percent were not willing to do it but their families, their relatives felt awkward because this meant the woman never loved the man totally. It would be a condemnation of the whole family: the honor of the family was at stake. So what
45、these people did was they forced the woman; and a certain climate was created in which you would not be able to discover that the woman was being forced. She was of course in a terrible state, in a great shock.She was taken to the funeral pyre and on the funeral pyre so much ghee, purified butter, w
46、as poured that there was a cloud of smoke all over the place; you could not see what is happening. Around that cloud there were hundreds of brahmins loudly chanting Sanskrit sutras, and behind the brahmins there was a big band with all kinds of instruments making as much noise as possible - so to he
47、ar the woman screaming or crying or trying to get out of the funeral pyre was impossible. Around the funeral pyre the brahmins were standing with burning torches to push the woman back in.When Britishers saw this - this was certainly not only suicide but murder too. In fact, it was murder; the woman
48、 was not willing. The whole atmosphere was created so that you could not hear her screams, you could not see that she was trying to escape - everybody else was out of the circles of brahmins.When Britishers found out that this was something criminal and ugly, they made it illegal: if any woman tried
49、 it and was found out and caught alive, she would be sentenced for her whole life. And anybody who persuaded her - the family, the priests, the neighbors - they were also partners in the crime and they would also be punished according to whatsoever part they had played in it.So the institution slowly slowly disappear
