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1、Even Bein Gawd Aint A Bed of RosesTalks given from 1/10/79 to 30/10/79Darshan Diary30 ChaptersYear published:Even Bein Gawd Aint A Bed of RosesChapter #1Chapter title: None1 October 1979 pm in Chuang Tzu AuditoriumArchive code: 7910015ShortTitle: GAWD01Audio: NoVideo: NoOSHO (TO PIETER): Misery make
2、s you more and more impotent, hollow, it is a kind of negative emptiness. One simply feels useless, meaningless; one does not live, but only vegetates. But that is the story of millions of people: they all live in misery, and to live in misery is to live in hell.Hell is not somewhere else - it depen
3、ds on you. You can live in it right now or you can transcend it. It is our choice; but the choice is such that you cannot make it once for ever, you have to make it every moment. You cannot make it once and then go to sleep. You have to be alert, watchful, because each moment these two alternatives
4、are present: to be miserable or to be blissful. And you become whatsoever you choose.Choosing blissfulness brings strength, rootedness, centeredness, gives you an inner plentitude, a fullness. Not that misery disappears - the world goes on living in misery, and you are in the world and you are surro
5、unded by miserable people and they are all like dark clouds, not even a silver line in them - but it no more touches you, it no more influences you. It no more has any impact on you. You remain in the world of misery and miserable people and yet you are above it.Life can never be just a bed of roses
6、. The roses come with thorns, because life is a duality. It is night and day, birth and death, summer and winter; it is happiness, unhappiness.Remember, by being blissful I dont mean being happy. Happiness is another polarity of unhappiness. The happy person is bound to become unhappy sooner or late
7、r; the unhappy person will become happy again - it is a vicious circle. It is like a wheel: you go on moving in the same circle again and again.Blissfulness is a transcendence: seeing the duality of life, seeing the constant conflict of polarities in life, one becomes only a witness. The world remai
8、ns the same but you are no more the same; you live in the same world but you are a totally different person. You are reborn.Thats exactly the definition of sannyas: a rebirth.OSHO (TO MARY): Revolution is concerned with outer things: the economic structure of the society, the political structure, th
9、e state. Rebellion is inner: it is concerned with the state of consciousness. Revolution is political, rebellion is spiritual. And a true rebellion transforms you into divinity; it reveals your godhood to you. It makes you aware that you are not the body, nor the mind; that you are nothing but pure
10、consciousness, that you are only a witness. Once this is experienced, realized, life becomes a play.Misery comes: you witness it, you dont get identified with it. Happiness comes and you witness it. Sometimes it is cloudy, very cloudy, and sometimes very sunny - but it is all the same to you because
11、, as far as you are concerned, you remain rooted in your witnessing, which never changes. You remain immovable, unchanging.Life is a flux: everything is changing, everything is in movement. In life there are no nouns, only verbs. There is only one noun and that is God. Everything else is a verb beca
12、use nothing else is eternal. Everything is momentary: one moment it is there, the next moment it is gone.Witnessing all, slowly slowly you are neither happy nor unhappy; that is bliss. You are neither cold nor hot; that is Buddhahood. You are neither man nor woman; that is God-realization.And rememb
13、er: even if you have realized God the world continues to be the same. Illness will happen to you, old age will come, and death too. But because now you have a different vision everything happens and yet nothing happens to you.A Zen master was asked once, Before you became enlightened you used to say
14、 that you were miserable. Now that you have become enlightened - what is the state? In what state are you now?The master said, I was miserable before enlightenment and I am miserable after enlightenment!The questioner was puzzled. He said, Then what is the difference?The master laughed. He said, The
15、 difference is that before I used to get identified with my misery; now I remain aloof, just a witness. The misery comes and goes, clouds gather and disperse - it has nothing to do with me. Before it used to affect me, now it does not affect me at all. I am just a mirror, I only reflect. If it is su
16、nny I reflect it: if it is cloudy I reflect it.His answer is tremendously beautiful: Before enlightenment I was miserable, and after enlightenment I am miserable. As far as the outer world is illegibleEven being God aint a bed of roses, remember. Thorns are always there, but your vision changes. You
17、 look in a different way, your attitude is different, your approach is different, because you are different. You are on a different plane: a watcher on the hill, and in the valley the same world continues.The same master was again asked the same question, by another inquirer, and he said the same th
18、ing: I was miserable before my enlightenment and I am miserable after my enlightenment, but when he was asked to explain it further, he said something more, he added something more. He said, Before, I was miserable for myself, now I am miserable for others. But that is a revolution. To be miserable
19、for oneself is ugly; to be miserable for others is compassion, is beauty, is grace.This is what I call divine rebellion: moving from identification to witnessing, moving from getting lost in things and the world, to a point where you are always alert, clear, transparent, unaffected, untouched. You b
20、ecome a lotus leaf in the pond: the water can touch it but cannot affect it; in fact it cannot even touch it. It can be as close as possible but the lotus leaf remains utterly untouched by it. It remains in the pond and yet beyond it. This transcendence is divine rebellion.Sannyas is basically a mov
21、ement towards such a rebellion, such a radical transformation.Even Bein Gawd Aint A Bed of RosesChapter #2Chapter title: None2 October 1979 pm in Chuang Tzu AuditoriumArchive code: 7910025ShortTitle: GAWD02Audio: NoVideo: NoOSHO (TO SONJA): Bliss follows him like a shadow. It is natural, spontaneous
22、, not something cultivated or practiced, because wisdom is nothing but the arising of a witnessing consciousness in you. Wisdom is not knowledge, wisdom is the realization of your interiority. It is not information, it is experience.You cannot accumulate it from others or from scriptures. Universiti
23、es cannot give it to you - nobody can give it to you, you have to arrive at it on your own. It is something hidden in the deepest recesses of your being. You have to discover it. It is not in the books, it is not with the teachers. It is already in you, you are born with it. But we never look in, we
24、 go on looking out, hence so much foolishness in the world.To look in is the first and the last step of intelligence, because once you look in there is nothing worth looking out for. Once you look in, you have seen the greatest treasure of existence; you have encountered God! Now there is nothing mo
25、re valuable, more precious. All desires simply disappear the moment you look in. Desire simply makes you a beggar, and when desires disappear the beggar is gone: you become a king or a queen.Thats the whole effort of sannyas: to create kings and queens, to give you the key of the kingdom of God. The
26、 whole emphasis is on meditativeness, inwardness.We are accustomed to the outside world and absolutely unaccustomed to the inside. This is the only problem, the problem of all problems, the root problem. You can go on solving other problems and nothing will be solved because you are only pruning the
27、 leaves, the foliage - at the most, the branches. But the root is there and the tree will go on growing. It will bring new leaves, new foliage, new branches. In fact the more you prune it, the thicker they will become.That is one of the most fundamental things the modern man has to understand: for t
28、he first time we are capable of pruning many leaves, we have developed the technology of pruning. Thats what is called psychoanalysis: it is the technology of pruning the leaves. The more you prune the leaves, the thicker becomes the foliage, the deeper becomes the problem of humanity, the greater b
29、ecomes the anguish. More and more people are feeling that the whole thing is an absurd joke, the thing called life; it is ridiculous. So many people are feeling it, to different degrees of course. The more intelligent a person is, the more he feels that life has no meaning. And the reason is that we
30、 have forgotten how to cut the root which creates all the problems.The moment life is non problematic, it has significance, it has a glory; something divine in it starts growing. Once problems disappear energy is released, the energy that was involved in the problems, and that energy becomes your gr
31、owth. Thats what we are doing here. We are not concerned with pruning the leaves: our concern is cutting the very root of all problems.OSHO (TO SATPRIYA): One word having these two dimensions together is immensely significant, it says many things. One: that truth is not outside you, it is your inner
32、most core, your being, the very ground of your being. It says that truth cannot be a conclusion of thought, it is a realization of your existence. In fact to ask What is truth? is wrong. The right question is Who am I? By knowing oneself one knows the truth. Thats the beauty of the word sat: it is a
33、n indication towards meditation. It says Look within: you already have it! It has not to be searched for and sought anywhere else, it is in you, herenow. Even to say it is in you is not right, just approximately right - it is you. The moment you are left unclouded by thoughts and desires, emotions a
34、nd feelings, when there is not a wave in your consciousness, when the lake of consciousness is absolutely quiet, you arrive at it. Suddenly it explodes like light inside you, a sudden enlightenment that I am it. One can say I am God! - it is the same: God, truth, being.Priya means beloved. One has t
35、o become a lover of existence. It is not an aggressive quest, it is a love affair. It is not a logical concern but a loving approach. Existence reveals its secrets only to lovers; to unloving hearts existence is unavailable. The key to open the doors of existence is love. Love existence and you will
36、 be surprised that existence starts loving you, because whatsoever we give to existence comes back a thousandfold. Become a lover and you will find you have become a beloved.So these two things are implied in your name: first is meditation - go in, because it is there; second is love - love more and
37、 more, become love itself because that which is in is also out, that which is within is also without. But one has to start by knowing oneself first, then it becomes possible to know the whole that surrounds one.We are just like dewdrops, but the secret of the dewdrop is also the secret of the whole
38、ocean, of all the oceans that have ever existed or that will ever exist. Every person is carrying a deep secret, every person is a miniature existence, a temple of God. But begin from the very beginning: begin with yourself.Even Bein Gawd Aint A Bed of RosesChapter #3Chapter title: None3 October 197
39、9 pm in Chuang Tzu AuditoriumArchive code: 7910035ShortTitle: GAWD03Audio: NoVideo: NoAKHIL, AND SIX-YEAR-OLD DAUGHTER PREMO:OSHO (TO PREMO): When did you arrive?NO RESPONSE. HE TURNS TO AKHIL.And how long she will be staying?AKHIL: Forever.OSHO: Thats good! Come here. come close to me!People who st
40、ay forever, I have to change their minds!ARIANO, AN OCCULT NAME GIVEN TO CHILDREN BORN IN THE AGE OF AQUARIUS.OSHO: The age of Aquarius represents peace and brotherhood, it heralds the birth of a new man. The past has been very ugly; man has lived in a very aggressive, violent, inhuman way. The whol
41、e past history is worth destroying. It is better not to remember it. It is disgusting, nauseating. It seems almost impossible that man can do such things to other human beings.War has been our way of life in the past. And because of war we have been taught to hate, to be ready to kill, to murder in
42、beautiful names, behind beautiful slogans. The capacity to love has been destroyed, because a man of love cannot be reduced to a warrior. A man of love is bound to become a sannyasin. To be a sannyasin means to live at peace with existence, in deep love and joy and celebration. And that is going to
43、be the way of life of the new man.The new man has to change many things. First: all the nations have to disappear from the earth, all the churches, all the races, all that divides humanity has to disappear. The earth has to be transformed into one humanity, into one brotherhood, into one family. Tha
44、t is the task before us, and for the first time it is possible to make it a reality.In the past it was impossible. Dreamers have always dreamed about it, poets and visionaries and mystics have always talked about it, but the basic science and technology needed to do it was missing. Now it is availab
45、le; the vision can become a reality.When the first man walked on the moon, the first thing that he realized was not that I am an American or a Christian or this and that; from the moon he could see the earth as one, and a great longing arose in his heart and he called it My earth. Now, this was not
46、possible before.Means of communication, television, radio, satellites, airplanes, they have reduced the earth to a global village. Science has done its work, now religion is needed to fulfill its task. And thats what we are doing here.Our effort is to create a new man who is simply a human being, wi
47、th no adjectives attached to him, neither Christian nor Mohammedan, nor Hindu. He is NEITHER Italian, German, NOR French; he has dropped all those nonsensical concepts. He is neither black nor white, because he knows black and white is only a skin-thick phenomenon. The pigment that makes the differe
48、nce is not worth more than one rupee, and what is one rupee worth? (LAUGHTER)The new man has not only to drop these unnatural barriers but a few so-called natural barriers too: for example, the idea of being a man or woman. It seems to be biological and there is a truth in it: there is a difference
49、between the physiology of man and woman, but that need not make them different species. That need not create any psychological superiority, inferiority. Spiritually they are not different at all. Just because their organs differ it makes no difference. It is not a difference to make much fuss about; it would b
